More gym time, less depressy time

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March 28, 2014 by Zuri

I’ve had a really bad low period lately.  Lots of things have been going wrong with school, and my bipolar depression is suffering for it.  I have no motivation to do anything, even to get myself out of this funk.  I finally got my ass up and went to the gym for the first time since Spring Break, and it felt pretty good!  I couldn’t keep my eyes off this one woman who was working with the dumbbells – she had such well-developed arms and back, I was pretty jealous.  I wonder if I can ever reach that point?  It seems so far away.  It’s hard to stay motivated when depression rears it’s ugly head.  I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to work out, I don’t want to play games or do homework, I really don’t want to do anything.  It’s tough to deal with.

I went to the dentist this week.  Need about $3800 worth of work done.  Sigh.  First step is deep cleaning, which will take two visits and cost about $400.  *flail*

So yeah, I could really use some good news right now.  If you’ve got some, feel free to leave it in the comments below – I’d love to see it!  Be well.

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2 thoughts on “More gym time, less depressy time

  1. I hope things turn around soon!!!

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